July 15

My first... ever... blog! Pretty excited. Lately I've started being more online. As in -> I actually post rather than just seeing content! This may sound stupid, but I really don't like online interactions! I much prefer closed interactions... face-to-face, or even things like calls or texts... However! All of those are too tiring Wwww I always feel tired by this time of the year, so I'm actually not worried by it at all! ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌ If anything, I'm pretty happy that I've been able to maintaining my routine! Not skipping a single day of practice... he he he! And I also have been doing great advances piano-wise! Beethoven is fun to play and is fun to play Schumann again... Talk about the devil... I probably just need to get into Schumann again to feel motivated again ┐( ˘ _˘)┌ Always works. I also been getting into Berlioz ... Something about you ill european people.

Aside from that, not much has happened. I get my uni entrance exam results this friday! Not excited, but also not nervous either! I'm sure I did good (better than my first try, at least!)... I only need this test for my city's interpretation career and for music theory at the capital ... I could have gotten with my first try scores, but it was definitely nice to have this year to prepare the entrance audition pieces. However, for the capital's music interpretation career is scary! No test score necessary, just pure audition! That makes it way more scary, doesn't it... I shouldn't worry so much, since all auditions are in mid november - early december, but still... ('''' •᷄ ᴗ •᷅ ) you end up reading all type of experiences that have to do with auditions, so... Especially nervous because I'm not used to play to others... I tried to participate in this year's recital to get used to the nervousness but it suddently was cancelled by the conservatory... So I guess I'll just have to grow a spine!

Belive it or not, I think making this neocities (and blog) and sharing my stuff its definitely helping me to grow a bit out of my shell! Very happy about that! It's, however, very tiring to interact and having to post... but I'll do it... because I kind of have to! (｡•́︿•̀｡) I don't have much to say cuz It's already pretty late, and nothing interesting have happened these days! My girlfriend went back home after two weeks here, so I been into my old routine again, so as you can imagine... Lol. The only new thing that I've done is thath I picked up Berlioz memoirs again. Must get knowledge... ദ്ദി(⎚_⎚)